Ships in the dark

Funny how our paths are destined to cross each other’s, like ships in the dark.  I can see you in the darkness,… but can you see me?  Or am I ever the chameleon hiding amidst the shadows of dusk?

I’ve returned now, to the same old habits, to the same old patterns which I’m sure would break your heart if only you still cared enough.  I try to forget you and all you do is circle around me and appear once more in front of me like an uninvited spectre from the darkest abyss of hell.  I don’t need you and your fancy words and fancy dances.  And the way you play with my mind is soulless and cruel.  You do more damage than you do any good.  After all, look where I am now…. right back where I started….  Are you proud now?  Are you still proud?

Shattered

The pain is almost more than I can bear.  Why is it that I find myself constantly running in circles?  The same old thing over and over again.  When will it end?

Heart

Sometimes I still find you wandering about in my heart.  I wish I could lead you where I want you to be, but you keep walking away.

Uncaring thoughts

It doesn't matter what was said. And who said what.

It matters that you didn't care enough.

dear V

You saved my life once, a long time ago.  You may remember.... because what you did was so heroic.

Then you killed me, not so long ago.  You may not remember.... because you walked away before I bled out and died alone.

My heart in your hands

I'll put you to bed now and kiss you good night.  When the nightscape haunts you,... remember.... I am here holding your hand.

Need

I know it's hard but I believe in you.
I know it's hard but I know you will get through.
I know it's hard but sometimes we can't have things we want, even if we desperately want it.
I know it's hard because sometimes we really need it.