It's been a long day. I got up in the darkness of dawn to go to the gym. I had to do some staff training off site, so that involved driving out of town again. There's nothing to it, but everytime I make that trip, I come back feeling drained. As if I've gone two days without sleep. Maybe even three.
There is a meeting with my manager tomorrow about potential projects. It could make my day, or it will break me. I don't know which way it will go. I'm anxious.
I'm supposed to journal for V this week, and I just haven't gotten around to it. My mood has been neutral somewhat. I'm not sure if I am trying to avoid feeling, or that I am simply not feeling anything at all. There is so much at stake, I feel as though I am holding my breath in anticipation. Just waiting.
Waiting for what? I don't really know either.