Would have been so easy to lie down, close my eyes and drift away into that black hole…forever.
Would have been so easy when all hope was lost.
But I failed.
And all I see now, looking back, is a whole series of failures.
The story of my life.
There is a saying in Chinese – the life you save, you are responsible for.
Obviously it means nothing here. You save a life – and you abandon it, the way people give a life and never think twice about walking away from that life.