Monday, November 21, 2005
It's only Monday
Weekend came and weekend went. I went for an hour long run along the river on Saturday. Blisters on my feet again. Sometimes I just don’t know how to stop. Running clears my mind. It focuses all my attention on the effort, on the breathing, on the rhythm of movement. It soothes while it hurts. Is this a form of self injury? My case worker used to hint to me that it did.
I did some mundane household chores, stayed home as much as I could. Weekends are the only breaks I get. Respite from work when work gets tedious and hard.
I wish it was the weekend again.