I used to trust you, until my secrets you gave away, and I watched you betray the trust of other people. I always covered for you, closed a blind eye because I wanted so desperately the love I knew you were capable of meting out.
For a long time since you gave my secrets away, I stayed away from you. Our relationship was slowly dying a cancerous death. Yet I held on. I still wanted the love you used to give to me. Even after it only became but a dream. I tried to make it work, but you stayed so far away from me. We were drifting apart, and I did nothing to rescue it. You have a life you live to the full, you never needed me the way I needed you. But I don’t need you anymore. The pain of betrayal, and the capacity you have of hurting me, I will no longer tolerate.
Today, you’re finally dead to me, and I know I will grieve for a long time.