Something’s off today. It’s been very cold and I can feel the chill right to my bone. My body aches, a dull throbbing when I walk. I want to close my eyes and forget where I am. I want to close my mind so nothing hurts me anymore. There are thoughts in my head which are screaming at me. My head hurts. My stomach is churning. I forced fed myself cereal this morning and I couldn’t eat lunch.
I haven’t done anything all day. And now all I have left is an hour to get through this workday. I’m so tired I’m going to go straight to bed to sleep as long as I can.