Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Dear God

Dear God,
You've cheated me of a family. You've cheated me of the experience of love. I don't know if I can continue praying to you anymore. I don't know if I believe in you anymore. I don't know if I want to believe in you anymore.

Maybe when I die, you will send me to hell. Maybe that is where I belong after all.

Do you want to send me there now?

Please do anyway.

3 comments:

James said...

I think "God" is within ourselves. We are all "God." "God" is the Aspen leaf, "God" is the tail on the dog wagging. We are all interconnected and interdependent upon one another. All things are One.

I don't think there is a hell or pretty much everyone but a handfull would be sent there. I can't accept a "God" that is mean and vindictive.

If there is a hell and you do go there then I'll be there too for sure and we'll keep each other company!!

My two cents anyway...I hope you feel better. :)

Dobro said...

I'm not God. But I really don't think you are going to hell. You got a shitty disease and a lot of pain. Hope it ends soon. (the pain, that is)

Brony said...

We all lose sight of God at some point. I know I went through a period of hate and blame. Know that God is not sending you to hell. I figure that the pain I've gone through in life is hell enough. Likely the same for you.

Keep breathing. You're not alone.