How many weeks has it been? This is the longest we have not seen each other in the 30 months we have been seeing each other. It's been a long time. I've suffered greatly from your absence. I know it shouldn't affect me so deeply. I'm ashamed that it does, that it has.
And you are finally returning one week from now. I hope you have had a good break from all your crazies. I know you needed the break. There must be all sorts of pressure for you. I wouldn't be able to understand. My own pressures are different from yours. I needed a break too, but struggled to take even the 12 mandatory days I had to take over Christmas and New Year.
What will we say to each other when we finally meet again? How can someone who knows such intimate details of my life suddenly seem so distant?