Thursday, July 05, 2007

A pill or two

What will it take?

A pill or two.

A white and a yellow one in the palm of my hand.

Will they chase away the demons in my head? Will they settle me for the night? Or better yet, will they make me sleep and sleep under the soft warm blanket of oblivion? Will they soothe the pain in my heart, will they take away the memories that hurt?

All of that, and maybe more.


KansasSunflower said...

I know the feeling only too well - it's my own demon, taking enough Seroquel to put me out for at least 24 hours. It sounds like counseling is going well? Is it because you're going to be left alone for a week, or are you feeling overwhelmed and just want relief?

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sadgirl said...


Do you have meds to sleep? If you cannot sleep get some because i find my depression is worse in the night if I am awake. I am on quetiapine though and this definitely does the trick.

Take care PB. I understand the severe worrying. I struggle with it myself.

thinking of you
sad x

MB said...

My sleep pattern is smashed at the moment, find myself lying awake at night with thoughts running round my head.

Don't worry about V's week away; you're strong enough hun ;D Have faith in yourself.

Marie said...

I hope when my medical insurance kicks in sometime in September I can try a new cocktail.

I am leaning twoards Topomax or Lithium.

Love the new look of the blog. It is very bright and cheerful.