The silence echoes. My mind is a jumbled mess, as if made of mush and it has been stirred up by a big wooden spoon. I'm fighting tears in one moment and battling rage in another. I can't seem to find the stability of peace. I'm lost and I can't find my way back. Everywhere around me, hostility lurks. I'm scared, terrified, overwhelmingly sad. I can't seem to place emotions.
Her words echoes, tormenting my already haunted mind. I'm losing my own words, watching the clock.