Monday, May 26, 2008

It ain't pretty

Sigh....

It hasn't been pretty. But then again, the spillage of over-emotion is never pretty.

I'm left somewhat embarressed. It's like having been caught naked, exposed.

Tomorrow I'm going in to see V and I will need to do some debriefing over the events of the past couple of weeks. I know I'll play it down, I'll smooth it over. What? Me? Need you? Phhsaw.....

Sigh....

4 comments:

Suzanne said...

Yes of course you can come, do you want to borrow one of my dogs or bring your own? ;-)

There are no polar bears sadly however there *are* seals AND the occasional walrus and if I see one I'll scream with exitement (fear obviously if I'm that close haha!)

I think I've figured out what I must do - I feel like Sandy in Grease - a total life overhaul is needed. ;-)

G suggested to me last week that we only see each other once every two weeks being as we're now winding down our therapy sessions. I said "of course, no problem" - then immediately went off and spent the entire weekend in a heightened state of anxiety. Typical eh?

Aqua said...

I say play it EXACTLY how you feel. I think pdoc's/therapists really need to know how what they do and saw impacts their patient's stability and recovery; how even little nuances can traumatize people, let alone placing fears of abandonment on someone who is so vulnerable (though I see you are incredibly strong at the same time).
hugs,
...aqua

Aqua said...

Hi Polar Bear,
I e-mailed you my e-mail address.
Take care,
...aqua

Zathyn Priest said...

I hope you're session with V helped to alleviate some of your worries and fears. You've been going through such emotional upheaval lately, I wish for you some time to rest and feel safe.

You've been tagged on my latest post - check it out if you want something frivolous to try and take your mind off things for a few minutes :)