I've finally read the report from the review I had from the personality disorder experts. V let me read it during our session yesterday. It was 3 pages long clinical report, with some statements on my history. It was hard to read it, to actually see those things on paper, made out into sentences. Besides borderline, it also mentioned avoidant personality disorder as part of my diagnosis.
But overall, it was a fairly neutral report - with recommendations that I continue therapy with V.