Monday, November 24, 2008

Does gone mean gone?

Tomorrow we meet for the final time this year. I will not see her again until the end of January next year.

I'm being tossed by waves of panic and wild-eyed grief.


Wandering Coyote said...


Immi said...

You will make it. *sending hugs*

Border Life said...

Ok! I have full faith that a woman who is walking the earth after what she has been through, has won not, one,not two, not three, not four...yes ladies and gents five! Five gold medals in track...and what is it with the number five? Has lived in five countries! will make it through. You have done soooooo much. I get your fear...and I know you can do this. (((PB)))

<3 BL

P.S. Consider writing down an action plan with the therapist on what to do during panicky / wild-eyed grief times, eh? If not done already...

P.P.S. Take something that really reminds you of her from her office.

P.P.P.S. *hugs again*

Anonymous Drifter said...

Hang in there. You'll get through this. Convince yourself of that.

Anonymous said...

We are all here for you, cheering you on. You have a whole cyber community to make up a little bit of the shortfall whilst she is away. It's not the same, but just know there are many, many people out here that care for you.

Lola xx

sansanity said...

When you forget that you are strong enough, remember that we all (including V) think you are.

Aqua said...

Lola is have all of us. I'm not going anywhere. I will be here. And you have the picture of V and something to remind you of her from her office...AND three glorious weeks in the northern hemisphere; in San Franscisco no less. It is such a great city for exploring.

Border Life said...

Hey PB... hope you are doing o.k., considering. Send some smoke signals if you are up to it. ((hugs))

Polar Bear said...

Thank you so much for all your support. I don't know how to thank you all enough, really.

Work has been really busy the past few days - two of our main systems blew up (within days of each other).

I will visit your blogs and update mine as soon as I am able to.

Polar B.

(It's been great having a photo of V)