Thursday, August 13, 2009

Dark oblivion

As I drifted helplessly into that dark oblivion, aided by the swiftly flowing river of Zopiclone, I was horrified by what I had done - even though they were orders from my CPN. What, I thought, would happen if I were asleep and they DID break in and kill me?

6 comments:

platensimycin said...

Hi there, Just discovered your interesting blog by accident.

My mom is also bipolar. Experience has it that living with such parent at times is like tracing a sinusoid curve. Bipolar folks are amazingly talented during the upstroke, though; i'm sure that's with you as well :)

Anyway, i will come back and visit often. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences with readers.

Eliza Jane said...

I hope that the Zoplicone + increased Seroquel helps your sleep...

Sometimes a little bit of oblivion is a good thing, especially when you aren't feeling well.

butterflies said...

Sleep well my friend.

Thinking of you xox

Anonymous Drifter said...

I hope you have better dreams than I've been having the last week or so. Sleep well, PB.

MB said...

I find myself spending more and more time in blissful oblivion, it stops my head from feeling like its being hollowed out by demons.

Sometimes things seem a bit better after a good sleep......though guess that depends on the dreams. I hope yours are sweet!

Harriet said...

Hope you're ok....