Friday, September 11, 2009
Stop this ride
Another week over. A big sigh of relief. Is this what life is all about? I told V on Tuesday that this is what it feels like. You get through the next hour, then the next day, the next week, then you repeat everything over and you do it all again. I want more than that. I want to want to live. I want to live. Not just get through. I don't want to be tired the way I am, ready to leave this ride and go home. I don't want to be that little kid crying, begging to go home because she is just so over it all.