Pain. Pain wrapped in more pain... wrapped in even more pain...
Stunned. I am dazed. I feel as if I am immersed in a thick liquid fog.
I fade in and out. I slept for 2 days. Incredible pain seizes my heart, then lets go... I am numb, yet in terrible pain. I am blind and drowning.
I don't know if it will ever stop hurting so bad. I don't know if I will make it out of this one. I don't know if it will only get worse. I don't want it to get worse. I couldn't do it to myself.
Why are you doing this to me?