Monday, December 14, 2009
Ripped: the stench of betrayal
So this is what it feels like when someone you love, someone you trust, takes a knife and stabs you in the chest with it. This is what it feels like when you open yourself up and trust someone. This is what happens when you delude yourself into thinking this person might actually care about you. This is what happens when you let yourself feel safe in a world you have ALWAYS known was unsafe. This is what happens when you go against your very instinct, your very own protection system, when you go against your belief system, when you start to let hope into your pathetic wretched life, when you ALWAYS knew hope was nothing but a denial of reality.