It is a terrible thing, to want more. To want more than I ever deserved, to want more than what I have, the wanting, the needing... One has no right to ask for more than one's own share. Needing it more than what is appropriate, what is right... The universe has its way of making sure of that. To go against the universe is to incur pain. Tremendous pain. I see that now. It was wrong of me. So very wrong.
You've shown me compassion, you've shown me such tenderness, and I believed every drop of it, I've drunk it all so greedily, like a starving animal, it was the sweetest thing I ever tasted. And now I don't know if I can live without it.
I've deserved none of it. None of it. If it wasn't for your mercy, I would never have had it at all.
It is a terrible thing, to want more, like Oliver Twist, to want just that much more to satiate me. To want more, just to fill my stomach. Just so I would not be so hungry.