I dreamt of you again last night. Even after all these years, even after I have forgotten the details of your face,... you still haunt me.
And the night before last, I had a crying dream, where I was woken by my own tears, my heart aching in my chest. In the darkness I lay there, gasping for breath, willing the pain away... wondering why I am still alive despite my heart being broken into so many tiny pieces. Wondering why I still feel pain when everywhere else I feel numb and frozen.