Tuesday, March 15, 2011

You haunt me still

I dreamt of you again last night. Even after all these years, even after I have forgotten the details of your face,... you still haunt me.

And the night before last, I had a crying dream, where I was woken by my own tears, my heart aching in my chest. In the darkness I lay there, gasping for breath, willing the pain away... wondering why I am still alive despite my heart being broken into so many tiny pieces. Wondering why I still feel pain when everywhere else I feel numb and frozen.

2 comments:

Normalwasnotmygoal said...

I hear your pain. I'm sorry

--V-- said...

Hey...stumbled across your blog. So many of your posts resonate with me, especially this one. I feel you.